Growing up...

I'm two cups into my coffee break
I'm sitting alone in the cafe front way
Reading all by myself
I'm turning my cell off just to breathe
'Cause everyone I know just keeps calling me
And I just need a little time
Cause I've overcommitted myself
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growing up
Yeah, I'm guessing this is growing up
And my friends hate my guts
They have every reason to
From all the things I do
And it breaks me just to know
That I have torn them apart so many times
So many times
Cause I've overcommitted myself
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days.
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growing up
Oh I'm guessing this is growing up
I don't wanna change, I wanna stay right where I lay
Eyes closed, head down on the pillow,
Better change, before it's too late,
I'm guessing this is growing up...
Now I'm done with my coffee break
I turn on my phone
Now that I've grown up

Coffee Break by Forever the Sickest Kids

Everybody knows it hurts to grow up, and everybody does...
we're still fighting it...